"I believe that anyone can conquer fear by doing the things he fears to do"
Eleanor Roosevelt
A Series of unfortunate events some might say.. After one incident to de other, some may find dis darkness unbearable. Perhaps thanks to this holy month of Ramadan, there's actually light even thought its pitch dark..
I just came back from Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Its my mom... She hospitalised now. Still under observation. The Docs suspect her havin some sort of infection in her kidney and the presense of stone in her kidney. I totally din know how to react when i got home from werk. I was sleepin (din sleep at werk..) n my mom mumbling something then she just sad by me in agony waiting fer me to wake up. I was literally fightin myself to wake up. Gosh who can bear to see their mother crying in agony. Wats worst i found out she was in worst condition n my dad din wanna call da ambulance. Boy am i pissed off wif him! Called some stupid doc to come over! Wat da Fuck was he thinkin! Is it a question of money over life? Wat went through his egoistict mind!
Heard my mom was sufferin through da whole nite... Oh Dear God..Now hopefully she's in good hands now. Wonder how's she doin..
Last week i ran into some sort of an accident..It was a Sun..It was raining da whole day, and some areas of Singappore was actually flooded. I was on my was home from TPE n i decided to take a short cut through Seletar Airport. I came to the round about and there it was, TOTALLY FLOODED! The car in front of me attempted n made it. I din spot de other cars whom were actually stucked dare! It soo cold dat i din stop to access da situation. The method was correct, to engaed in first gear/half clutch and high rev. BUT! I was looking down to ensure it was not too deep, without realisin dat i was off-course! There is actually a 3m deep drain dat runs across the round about!!! In short my bike went in n ...Da current in da water was sooo strong..Luckily i managed to grap hold of something..Told myself not to panic but to SWIM!
Kinda kewl experience..Dat nite after break fast, da TP called, said da bike had been found! lol..So I cycled dare to find my bike in da 3M DEEP DRAIN STILL STANDING UPRIGHT WITHOUT A SCRATCH!!! lol Costs me 60 buck to extricate dat bike n to transport it to my workshop.. After werk i straight away went to my werkshop..n sigh..just as predicted it'll cost up to 1k to repair it. so i though..just to give it up. It holds too many memories..n it has swolled too much money..So i decided to trade in da bike!
My eyes cant take it anymore..i like sooo exhausted..need my sleep..continue some other time..haven really sleep since i got back from werk n i'm on course later..sigh...
