Wednesday, September 28, 2005

28th September 2005

"There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief."
-Aeschylus

Good Afternnon!
Its rainin CATS & DOGS! And I got to attend AAR @ 1430 @ Telok Kurau Camp! Ayoooo!! Seems like a tiny reanactment of a hurricane! "Sisir Aúzubillah!" Strong winds n heavy rain. Scary de man! Anyways, hmmm..dun really know wat to blog abt. Lets see..

Finally I'm like restin at home. Doin nothing much. Been on da move since my bike got out. Hahaha..Its wierd dat so many last min things crop up. Fortunately i got transportation.

Seriously I dun knoe wat to blog abt. Except dese past few days, my mind has been on my bike. Thoughts abt upgrading n how serious i am abt riding. Thoughts of how dangerous it is. Yesterday, i made 2 mistakes dat was dangerous. I had a pillion! Wat da F%*$ was I thinking! I'm afraind of ridin when my mind is half shut down. Unable to reason my decisions in time. Its no joke. Which is why i prefer to keep to da speed limits. i rather ride on da safe zone n let others say wat dey want. Unless ur absolutely sure then u should make ur move!

2 yrs on public transport wat do ya expect! but somehow it seems like yesterday I was riding. I still recall how naive n hot tempered back den. Made so many foolish decisions. 2yrs of fasting made me value wat i haf. Da freedom to ride, my bike n most important life itself. I enjoy riding be it in da fast lane or da slow lane. It gives a sense of peace. Especially at night when dares no one on da road.

Bein a rider ain't dat simple. Dares a code of conduct u hafta follow. I'm not talking abt those laws n all. I'm talking abt street codes! Disrespect em n others may intrepete ur challenging em! In other words courtesy. i dun wanna go too detail in it. Lets talk abt attire wise. i'm a little particular abt da attire i wear when i'm riding. Firstly i dun react to cold very well. Which is y u always see me wearin a jacket n long pants n shoes. If i can i wanna wear my gloves, but it looks a little over! Hahaha..Seriously when it get cold, i can really shiver..Especially at night.

Why jeans, jacket n shoes? Well, besides da coldness, its da safety aspect. Prevention is better den cure. Simple as dat. Some ask why do i always wear my jacket inverted. Answer is simple, aerodynamic. At first i ignored all dese but dare was one point when it poured cats n dogs, i was wearin full rain coat back den, gusts of wind seems to be trapped by my jacket, creating a kinda parachute effect causing u to steer out of course easily. Den dares another reason, When I was young, i observed y all these uncles wear it all inverted! Now I know y!

Things just dun happen without a reason. Think abt it. Observe n ask y! Seems like da "mini storm" has passed! I can see clear skies. Its time fer me to get ready now. Cheers peepz!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Norlyana's 22nd bdae celebration


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Greetings!
Had an advance bdae celebration on 25th sept 2005 at Sembawang Park. Who was dare? Shirin, Mar, Yani, Hafiz, Im, Lyana n myself..7 in total..
Mar baked a cheeze cake fer da bdae gerl..khakha..while Rin did da sketch book! Me? rushed ard to get one PHOTO PRINTED!!! khakha..Expensive sia!

Oh well, Darlin couldn't make it. She wanted to but dhe got her own bdae party to attento plus drivin lesson. So told her not to rush. Khekhe..
Her she had loads of fun. So did I..Thank You God. It was like a blessing.

Anyways, da bdae gerl kena psycoed to BLANJA US ALL!! lol So we went to ermm..wats dat place called..beside Mobil..Along Sembawang Road..Erm..Rubiah or smtg like dat..

So now..I'm like full..later looks like a long day at werk! Cheers! may God bless us all!
May One day our path cross again! May God Bless US ALL! Amin!

25th Spetember 2005

"There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief."
-Aeschylus

Greetings,
Just read someone's blog, I think she got my name wrongly SPELLED! Hahaha..
I know u haf put in soo much effort, but i just cant help it. Fighting this feeling. Guess i'm cursed. Unable to feel love at all. Love is indeed "suatu anugerah dari Tuhan". At time I'd miss u but at times i just feel anger. But.."aku pasrah, adakah ini suatu ujian bagi ku? Ape pun jua aku terima dgn iklas."
All feelings haf been switched off. Dares da desire to be alone. To be wif HIM. I haf failed once to be in solitute..I dunno wats goin on. My mind's always flying off but my heart is thinkin of HIM. I dun mean to hurt u. I just need time to sort things out. Dun worry its not dat of a big deal. ;)

Werk? Had a friction wif one of my colleague, but luckly i kept cool..its like suddenly i lost all feelings n my focus was on him..Awaiting fer him to to cross da line. Din think of it much till i got home. The thing abt controling ur anger is dat it'll eat u up when ur cooled.. Its like u cant let go.. At da same time u dun wanna blow up or vent it all out. Perhapz u wouldnt wanna make things more complication. Perhaps u wouldnt wanna hurt de other person. I tried sleeping over it but still..Hahaha..Masya-Allah..

Oh well, today my ex pri frens r celebrating 2 of our frens bdays. Seems like dese circle of frens r pretty much strong n on goin. I thank God fer dat. just sad Boo cant be join. She wanted but its too rushing. So i dun wanna tire her. Let her focus in her TP. All da best!

Seems like a good weather to wash my bike ;)
Addious peepz..Take care!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

22th September 2005

"There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief."
-Aeschylus

A very Good Evening!
Yupz I knoe i've been away fer quite sume time..hehe..Been on da move lately. Especially wif my baby! I've never traveled so wide! been to geylang, bishan, bedok reservoir..upper changi..etc..etc..
haha..Last time was darn scared to move ard..Now seems adventuous..ape ke tak, 2 tahun PUASA!!
But still at times a bit scarry...
Ayways, today was rather disappointing, i was really looking forward to a movie butt..sigh..
o well..I'm like soooo exhausted..
seems a lot of stuff coming..but cant think wat now..
To all ya peepz! take care yar! Just because i'm not ard or not reply does not mean i'm not thinkin of ur all! peace ya all!
May God be wif us all..

Monday, September 19, 2005


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Lets Fish! Posted by Picasa

My very first fish! Ikan Grapu! Posted by Picasa

My baby now.. Posted by Picasa

My baby back den.. Posted by Picasa

100th Post!

"There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief."
-Aeschylus

Good Morning!
Wow! Finally got time to blog! This is my 100th post! amazing how time flies! Last i remember i was hearth broken and i started to blog..hahaha..How time flies..how time flies..
I just got back from JB..y? haha..
Went in to pump petrol n ehem..do some minor adjustments..on wat? hahaha..(read on..)

Wat haf i been up to? pretty much by myself actually. no time spent wif boo too.. I dunno wats happenin..But i hope everything will be fine. So, as i was saying, wat haf i been up too..so far i can remember 3 major events dat made some impact on my life. Firstly, was da D&D @ Pan Pacific wif Boo..her workplace's annual dinner..First time i attended some function like dis..Secondly, da fishing trip I had wif my colleagues. We went deep sea fishing sometime back. Can't really remember when. Few days back i think..We were on a boat somewhere ard West Coast..N guess wat, I caught my very first FISH! Masya-Allah..Wat a great feeling! Learnt so many knots..Soon i think i wanna start fishing..

Next is, I JUST GOT BACK MY BABY!!! Yupz my long lost BIKE!! We've been apart fer like 2 yrs..Miss him so much! Got it last Sat..So dis make me my 2nd day riding it..For the first time, I really enjoyed riding! Din mind at wat speed, just ride..I remember dat night at da station, my first time washing my baby after so many yrs. It brought back memories.. I Guess i almost teared..Haha..well, u knoe i know..If u dun den..u hafta read in btw da lines! ;)

I think I post some pics on my blog..I'm feelin kinda lonely now..dunnoe if i miss boo or..ermm..sigh..hahaha..y cant i just let go..

Boo's been very patience wif me. Am really messed up. Dunnoe lah wat to do..Sigh..Bearing dat in mind, i'like trying to give n take..Sigh..We've haven been talking much..Just a hello n bye kinda thing. Dunno wats happening..sigh..

Enough of my rambling..oh dear, da cost of petrol is really high now..In Singapore i can only get abt 5 litres compared to M'sia where i can get a full tank..Ayoo..Pretty expensive..Aight..aint feeling too Gd..night..

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

13th September 2005

"When the heart has acquired stillness, it will look upon the heights and depths of knowledge, and the intellect, once quieted, will be given to hear wonderful things from God."
-Hesychios the Martyr

Hmmm..
Greetings...A bit gloomy.., Yesterday was boo's bday..din "happly" sepnt time wif her. was raining n all..Bought her a fossil watch. Latest design wif latest PRICE!! haha..worth it.

Wat i do today? went ard spending 50 bucks. bought vcd, sushi, marker, fish food..By da way, i cycle all da way to woodlands (actually just after sembawang) to meet my long lost baby..Sigh..when will we be reunited again! I urge fer dat day to come. Soon..soon..insya-allah..

me n boo? actually on da rocks. Me as usual..dun knoe wats wrong. I'm holding to my safety line..nothing too serious to worry abt..(i hope..)

o well, werk..werk..werk..

Friday, September 09, 2005

Goodbye Titi


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