28th August 2005

"When the heart has acquired stillness, it will look upon the heights and depths of knowledge, and the intellect, once quieted, will be given to hear wonderful things from God."
-Hesychios the Martyr

THE LONG WAIT

On the 26th of August 2005 may or may not be da last day or my 7 weeks course! It was my test! I haf been talkin abt courses n all. U must be wondering wat it is all abt rite? Its actually a Class 3 driving course at CDC sent by my werk. Yupz! In other words! Its my TP TEST!!

My test was at 4.30pm meaning my warm up is at 3.30pm. But i hafta report at ubi at 12.30pm just to sign attendance! So i thought i could proceed wif my Friday's prayers, it has been awhile. So i though! Boy was i furious when he din't allow! hahaha..

The wait was mentally toturous! I din worry much till da day itself. I did dream abt my test, being anxious n worry but it wasn't my class 3, it was my bike TEST!!! hahahha..Crazy!!
So, as I was saying, I NEVER WANNA WAIT DAT FREAKING LONG AGAIN!!! Hahaha..
The warm up? IT WAS DISASTEROUS!!! I STALLED DA ENGINE SEVERAL TIMES!! The clutch was not only near but da idling was set very LOW!! hahahaha..

Buuuutttttt, Syukur Alhamdullilah, I JUST PASSED MY TEST!! It was aborderline pass but.. I GOT MY QDL CLASS 3!!!! Alhamdullilah!!!

Yeah..yeah..da desire to buy a car is dare! NAh not goin fer those mazdas...Its either Honda or Toyota! Hahaha..Got Good Lobang oso!! Wif full body kit n all..Racing bebeh!
BUTTT!!!!! My heart still yearns fer ma bike! I guess once a RIDER always a RIDER! Oh well.

Sat, i hafta report back to werk. Its suppose to be Tues but..Tak cukup org.. Takpe lah. Had a long holiday. WOW! Heard its been really busy! So many cases! Missed all da actions! Speaking of which, I hafta build up my stamina back sigh.. Hahahaha..

I'm like missing boo like crazy..but I just received a msg from my ex. *Sigh* Its like everything is goin fuzzy. Like a war of emotions turmoilin inside! Was her bday sumdays back! Shhhssss..
If boo reads dis she be like "Bagus lah tu, genapkan 10" hahahha.. :p

Hows me n boo? Fine I guess, I think she obviously LOVES ME! hahaha.. But boo, u gotta learn to filter n COOK! *lol*
by da way, guess wat! SHE INVITED ME TO HER ANNUAL D&D party! NO ONE has ever invited me to such thing. And oso SHE invited me to her frens wedding! Or issit her fren invited? hmm..Cant really remember! Prob is, Her frens dad is a fireman. Sekali gue kenal! MAMPOS! ahahahaha..
PLUS I DUNNOE WA TO WEAR TO DA D&D!!! I dun feel like goin..*Sigh* De next day is like my werking day..grrrrr...
Oh yah, my colleague is oso getting MARRIED NEXT WEEK!!! ALL HAPPENING LIKE NEXT WEEK!!! *Sigh*..And I'm like in a DRY SPELL!! Thanz to da TRIP up n down ubi!!! *SIGh*..

I think i should burry myself n hide till my next ehem..on da 12th! hehehe..Shit! its sumbody's bday! 2 in fact! Shit! hehehehehe...