11th August 2005

"You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe,
deserve your love and affection."
-Buddha

A very good MORNING! Its 0011 hrs.. Been sometime huh? Let me see, where shall i begin...

Firstly HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
I had to werk on national day, office hours coz i'm on course! YUPZZ all da way till month end! FOR da 1st time ever, I WENT TO SEE FIRE WORKS!!! WITH BOO of course (pestering me!) at marina south. Wow! da fire works were beautiful. I think sitting down in da open field wif all da couples n families n foreigners created a kinda of beautiful atmosphere. hahaha.. I miss sitting down just to star gaze. I wonder wat happen to all da stars in singapore.

On da 5th of August 2005, my youngest cat, "kecik" GAVE BIRTH TO 4 BEAUTIFUL KITTENS!!! Beautiful coat dey haf! So tiny so adorable! Da size of my palm, just like a hamster! hahahaha..Now I got 7 cats! Ayoooo...

Last Sunday, I decided to bring boo over to meet da parents! hahaha.. My dad been like asking me..Heard he was pretty excited n all. HaHaHa..Funny lah..I remember boo was like so SCARED!!! SOOO NERVOUS!!! I couldn't really be bothered coz i was like SOOOOO sleepy! (baru balik keje) I think i fell asleep a couple of times. Then i accompanied boo to SGH. She went to see her grandad. She was shocked dat i came all da way only to accompany her. She tot i was goin to see her grandad! HAHAHA.. Saw Norliana dare! hahaha.. Shocked! hahaha..
I stop by da musuem to take a look at da history. WOW! Da stuff dare was soo fascinating. Yet creepy. Da building looks brand new but i cant help feeling...Lets not go there. Dats btw HIM n me! ;)

I cant recall much right now, except dat i just came back from dinner wif boo n mas.. Too bad her catalyst any strong enough to over come my holy mood swing! hahahaha..

How's me n boo doin? Hahahaha.. Entah lah!
She made her first crack on da barrier when she came to meet my parents! barrier? hahaha.. Yupz dares a force field or shall i say a barrier btw me n boo. Communication, connection etc..etc.. I think today she made another crack at the barrier. i hafta admit, we do haf some communication probs at times. Not only dat, we too haf problems respecting n accomodating to each other's EQ..hahaha.. (sounds funny)

I'm not in a rush, had 6yrs of relationship. Taking my own sweet time wif dis one. EXTREMELY SLOW! hahaha! OIT BOO! dat does not mean u CAN TAKE UR OWN SWEET TIME TO LEARN TO COOK!!! PECAH MAN! hahahaha..

These days i've been dreamin abt my ex.. Sigh..Its like getting dose mthly newsletter! I think she's doin well, somthg abt her job. hmmm..
Even wierd, had both boo n her in da same dream but dey din see each other! hahahaha.. WIERD!

I guess, if i dun start to throw away my past, i'll never move on! Thing is, DARES SOOO MUCH STUFF HERE! SOOO LAZY TO START CLEARING! hahahahaha...

Entahlah...Sometimes i'm here, sometimes i'm not. Plus I still haf not decide abt my studies. Hmmmm..Let me finish my course successfully first lah.. INSYA ALLAH

To my frens, wat ever happen to da CHOC FAC MOVIE? hahaha.. Seems every1 busy wif all their own stuff. Some heartbroken n all...

I pray GOD is be wif us all. GOD BLESS!