20th August 2005

"When the heart has acquired stillness, it will look upon the heights and depths of knowledge, and the intellect, once quieted, will be given to hear wonderful things from God."
-Hesychios the Martyr

Good evening!

Thanks u all fer asking abt my mom. She's walking as if nothing's happen. Thogh i know she's still in pain. Had a scary dream last night. I used to werk in de airport at da departure belt. Whereby passengers aftercheck in their bags will go down "us" whereby we will scan den put in da container. So i was werking, den da supervisor came n said I hafta do da special belt. So i just went, n da wierdest thing is dat its covered! by like a curtain! So i slumber went in n scan all de bags. Da scanner denied da bags. So i just put em one side n scan da rest. Den came da superviser n said, dese are VIPs n dey r all ready. SO i rescan again n it was good to go. I load em up da container.. As i look at da bags, dare was a connection. It belongs to someone i know. The whole lot of em! ANd the destination or journey was a rather long one. Like to pilgramage perhaps? Or somehthing even worst? Sighh.. I woke up..Den..Only to haf found out later my mum had rather disturbing n worrisome dream as well. And my cats were all acting wierd. Like da sombong cat sleeps wif my mom n all. Plus I think yesterday was my late grandad 3yrs anniversary! I dun wanna wonder so far but..If ur in my shoes, u'll understand!

Sepaking of cats, yeah. All da pets in dis house even da fishes! Has sum form of attachment. Something goes wrong or someone gets sick or somehting bad abt to happen da "residents" will "act-up"! Kinda kewl. N SOoo sweet! I remember once a long time ago when i lost my temper n scolded my sis. Da Eldest cat came n stop me coz i was hitting my sister..oppss...hehehe..

Kids dese days, soo stubborn..Not like de olden days where fear was instill. Dun worry i aint da abusive type..Only when my mom cant control den BIG MONSTER COME IN! Usually i slow talk..see da reaction n situation.. n oso da times when i was heartbroken, da cats will sleep wif me, n meow to me..hehehe..as if dey understand. at pt of times i think dey do..Oh well, wat am i babbling..

Anyways, hmmm..I 'm bothered by manusia! hahahaha.. Homosepians! even myself! Alamak! suddenly lost da mood to blog abt it! hahahaha..

Its more of da irrihati ppl n da things dey do fer revenge. Sigh..Kinda lost abt wat to blog. Tgh nasihat my lil cyber sis!

Den its de other issue abt sleep. Seems like da more u sleep da more tired u get! Where's da POWER NAP whenu need it! Da one when u totally blacked out n wake up feeling super charged up!

Ayoo my mom's caughing..better go see..