14th August 2005

"You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe,
deserve your love and affection."
-Buddha

Greetings!
Wow! Been so long, it seems i've forgotten how to even start! Life's been in da expressway. Things moving in da fast lane. Each day seems to be 'wasted' despite me bein on course. Just dat i feel i can do more significant things! But, hmmm... Fasting month is just ard da corner. I dun know how to face it. Seems dat its worying me. Perhaps da working part.
I gave some though abt education..u knoe... a or dip. Seems i'm more in favour of dip to a! But we'll see how. As fer now, its to settle sum unfinished buisness wif my bike! Yeah, been 2 yrs since da accident. At times it still haunts me. *lol* It was a near death experience! I was more worried of my pillion den of my life at dat pt of time. Den again i often put her b4 me n my family which was something wrong. Learnt it da hard way.

Had a nice conversation wif boo last nite despite all da irritating comments i made. She finnaly admit to being jelous at times! HAHAHAHA..SOO SWEET!! Silly of my to think "happy-go-luckly" dun get jelous! Everyone has a past. Mine is 6yrs. She got a lil insight of it n was shocked i think. Told her to "tender" if u will. Hahaha..Wonder how long more will it take to heal da wounds.
But Thank God dat, da barrier is still cracking. Though i'm still afraid to fall in deeper as dare might be no way out! Wat if i get disappointed? wat if? ......

Today i'm free! AS IN NOTHING TO DO!!!! She's out wif her frens. And i'm thinkin of either go cycling or movie. hmmm...entah lah. Its nearly noon n my engine still not running! Sooo lazy! ayooo...
Till den, MAY GOD BE WIF US ALL! GOD BLESS!!