27th July 2005...night entry

"Time is a gift, given to you, given to give you the time you need,
the time you need to have the time of your life."
-Norton Juster, The Phantom Tollbooth

A very Good Evening,
Just got off watching "Pontianak Menjerit". A pretty STUPID show! but alrights lah, for the laughter! Watched wif my mom n sister. Been awhile since i do something wif them. Family bonding's da word! At times I may be physically present a home, but actually I'm else where..my own space.
After today, I may or may not have time to blog or reply messages. Yes, tomorrow I'll be starting work. I dun know what lies ahead of me. Which is why i suppose i was doing NOTHING da whole day. Actually i was! I was feeling/appriciating time. Letting it pass through me. Feeling every sec pass. Took my time to clean my tanks n mini pond. Took my time to walk to the aquarium shop. Took my time to sit down n do nothing. Y am i doin so? Something's telling me i may or may not haf da opportunity to feel it sumtime soon. hahaha..

Time...Something most ppl neglect. U only feel it when ur pace of life suddenly slows down or ur late fer sumthing or feeling impatient abt sumthin. "Kita mengejar masa, tetapi sebenarnya masa mengejar kita!". Tick tock, tick, tock.. Time knows no boundaries, time knows know one. Once it has past it'll never come back again! Even in the holy Quran, its sated how precious time is. We're no longer young. In the olden days, ppl at our age haf already started their families. Times haf change, here we are still persuing our dreams and fer sum abt to enter their working life. Sooner or later, when our children reach the age of 18, we'll be like 55! hahaha...

Masa! Dengan sekelip mata kau menghilang..

Dedik demi detik kau memergi..

Meniggal kan aku tanpa aku sedari..

Semakin hari semakin tua..

Semakin hari semakin lemah..

Masa! Sungguh kuat Iman kau..

Tidak ade belas kasihan, tidak peduli sesiapa..

Terus-terusan menunaikan perintah Allah..

Belom puas aku menikmati dunia ini..

Belom puas aku merantau dunia ini..

Belom cukup bekalan ku..

Belom sedia aku..menemui ajal maut..

Dengan nama Allah,

Tanpa masa, tanpa Hidup,

Tanpa Hidup, tanpa dosa,

Tanpa dosa, tanpa hari pembalasan...