23rd July 2005

"I hold it true,what'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all."
-Alfred Lord Tennyson, In Memoriam

A very Good mornin to all!

Finally had sum time to read my love ones' blogs..except fer my bro, cant seem to access da new blog..hmmm..

Went through beetle's entry, right now i cant put into words wat i feel. She was a pedriatic (is dat how u spell it?) nurse during attachment, n she kinda grew attached to all her patients..Some haf passed away, some in btw da realms..I dunnno how put into words how i feel. But my heart tears apart to see dem suffer..but i know dey are FAR LOVED BY GOD which is why dey are taken early. A vacancy in HIS Eternal Kingdon has been engraved for dem..

I'll bet if u look hard enough, dey are actually surrounded by angels...I....i've spoken too much..

Finally I've had my deep sleep..i dremt of dose whom I care abt n da one whom i cared n left..It was wierd..Da first one was a vist from sum1 i cared abt since pri sch..It was an honour to be visited..but was it looking fer? hmmmm...

Gee's entry was rather refreshing. haha..out of da blues..sumthing diff. i mean i dun blog abt it..maybe i should sumthimes..I mean blog abt opinions n facts. Yes Gee, ur becoming a woman..welcome to adulthood! hahaha.. i read sumwhere dat during dis transformation u tend to get mixed emotions (kinda like PMS; no offence) n unpredictable changes...

I wanna thank you fer da chat we had de other day..been awhlie since i am able to share my deep thoughts n feelings. Its not everyday dat one can get such person..Which is y i mostly mix wif MATURE adults! hahaha..wak2..haha..nolah...

Let me see, wat else..i haf a fire report to settle..hmmm...Mon my other test...Mon maybe hafta start werk...

Oh yah, i was thnking, since i'm dare on course, i might as well take up another course in da nite just to kill 2 birds wif 1 stone! amamca? idea kan! hahahaha...Insya-Allah..Insya-Allah..tempted u know..hahaha..

Ok..ok..I'm runnning late fer my MASSAGE! No it aint dose SPECIAL SERVICE!!! Dis one u pay to get hurt..gosh da lamer tak pegi..takut siaakkk...Confirm terpekik!!!!