Tuesday, June 14, 2005

tHoUgHtS fEr dA nItE

An almost Good morning...
I though lagu jiwangs will make me sad, but its all da english songs in my pc dats killing me...haaiizz..It was d/l by her..
Listening to Keane..She loves dis song..khakha..i think i'll sadden myself to sleep tonight.
Something is amiss...Something is not right..I sense something has happened n it hurts me dearly :) Oh well, i hope she's happy wif her life now. Am i curious to find out? Nah..It'll hurt me even more.
Looking out the night sky, wow its red. Been a long time since i walked in the rain. Rain is rahmat from God, when it suddenly rains, n i'm caught in it, i rarely run from it. Not always, u feel God's touch n greatness.
I can't help feeling something is not right..
Yesterday, one of my colleague was ill. After getting to know him better(usually in da gym), turns out he's a pretty kewl guy. He's got a body every guys n gals want. Plus he's a breaker (b boys), boxer n a fireman! He's one of the frontline ppl! An asset to the rota i would say. He won the recent competiton at youth park...Fer his solo, he got 3rd..He named himself madagascar! khakhakha..it was funny..Oh well, as i was saying, he was ill wif a throbbing headache. Something moved me to massage him..Its been so long..but syukur alhamdullilah, i found all da urat dat was necessary..but dare was something else too.....
I slept at the mussolah alone at werk..I coul'dn't sleep..usually it'll be cold, but dat night it was hot..wierd..Realise i was not alone..khakhakha...Tawakal..Only in da morning prayer den i heard its voice..Ain't sure whether its it or...khakhakha...
Oh well, kewl encounters...i miss da angel like encounters..khakhakha..i mean visits from da above..I think i must haf sinned myself too much since! khakhakha
Nitez peepz..
Wassalam

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