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I'm helping Gee do an article about NS life in MALAY! Of all lauguage! I recall those days of hardship, arguments, betrayal, and worst of all, the fact that she was not there.
Even when I was posted to CDA to begin my next phase of training, it was not easy for me. But to me, the most memorable is being with my brothers in CDA. There we sweat, suffered, argued and bonded! I miss them a lot. It was towards the end when she came back to my life. Out of the blues again. Then, my spirit grew stronger, no longer tearing to sleep, no longer aching in the heart. It was then i felt complete. Trained extra hard, after u know it, I was a regular! A passion for fire fighting and rescue developed in me! The most beautiful memory was my pasing out. We made a video of our training for our passing out (which is now lost, no one had a chance to make a copy). The sense pride was too great that most of us weep in silence.
To make the night more complete and beautiful, were the presence of my family and my ex!
Oh dear God! I thank you for returning her to me even if it was for a short while. I cried in my heart as my father put on my new rank. There, a new phase in my life have begun...
TO PROTECT AND SAVE LIVES AND POPERTY