wAt a DaY

After a late lunch, I watched, Flight of Phoenix (vcd) and flew to dreamland! I knocked out actually. Woke up at 2000 thinking its morning! Wahh..
My other half of the day has been quite a challenge. Everywhere I go online I discover something new abt her..my ex that is. Its been a hearthache,guess somehow I hafta get immune to it..Using anger? *LOL*
My dad called me just now, to sit outside and talk..I have a fishy feeling and I just ignored him. Minutes later my mom came in and ask "kau dgn NBH da tak kawan lagi?" So just kept silence. I have this feeling that my dad must have seen her outside. I rather not know.
I asked ask God, if He wants to spilt me and her, why let me see all the truth? All the things she's been doing behind my back? Why keep bumping me to her? Be it online or not. Why keep tormenting me? I dun understand the current situation I'm in now, but I have faith that the flower will bloom and the whole story will unfold.
I thank you God for being with me...For not shuting me out.