FiNaLLy oNLiNe

Greetings my fellow fenz!
Wah...Just got back from a 7 click run at East Coast Park with my 'Encik' and colleagues. I forgot how good it feels to run this far. Last I ran dis far was when I was in OBS..then again I think I clocked over 50 clicks that week! Wah..never felt so fit that time. Actually the main reason was that 2 of my colleagues applied for DART. Next month they will be going through a grueling 24 hrs selection, thats not even the course!. Therefore we were there to give support plus improve our fitness. Its mind over body..Its mind over body! *LOL*
Finally able to access the net! After having a series of bad incidents, after waking up only to find out I'm unable to access the net, gosh! I though it was a virus attack! After hours of attempting to find the course, finally I called Starhub. Only to find out that some cable was cut off over in Phillipines. Boy! was I relieved! It is really a stressful month for me..Losing someone sooo dearest, lots of work ups and downs.. :( Its like a never ending nightmare!
I think the run at ECP helped me alot. I feel destressed. I remember after the run, we all sat down by the beach talking nonsense, joking around. The sound of the waves...the presence of friends around...the wind blowing in my face...somehow I partially made peace with myself. :) Perhaps one day, I'll be able to forgive myself and make peace with myself and GOD. The day ended with lunch over at Bedok interchange followed by a bus trip home! And not to forget, being able to GO ONLINE!