"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Ampun Maaf kepada semua seaindainye terkasar bahasa atau salah silap"
A very Good morning! A lot has happen dis ramadan. Filled wif lots of dugaan. But Syukur Alhamdullilah, setiap kejadian ader sebabnye dan rahmatnye. Di bulan yg penuh Rahmat ini, bila ku lihat balik kejadian2 yg berlaku, air mata hampir2 menitis. Di sini lah ku hampir hilang nyawa ku, disinilah ku hampir hilang bonda ku, di sinilah ku hampir hilang arah dan akal..
TEtApi disebaliknye, semua ade sebab2 tertentu, Allah maha mengetahui, Allah maha Adil, Allah maha Suci. Subbahanallah...
Again dis morning, I was haunted by my past. The more i look at it, the more i realise how much my soul 'sanjung' her.. Dun get me wrong, I aint looking at da past. Perhaps its because, every yr no matter wat happens we never fail to get back during Ramadan. And every 1st day, I never fail to visit her family. Dis time its just diff. I feel like i'm cheating sumhow. but who am i cheating? Sigh.. I knoe Boo's been upset n very patience wif me. But its me who's impatience..
I could almost cried in my dreams just now, Oh dear God, how long more will u torture my soul..
To look more on da positive side, I got in touch wif lots of my frens. The long lost ones, da trator whom noW is a fren, the new frens...A new bike...A new life fer my mom..And most importantly, A NEW STRONGER ME!
TO ALL MY FRENS, DA LOST, DA OLD, DA NEW, DA EX-TRATORS, MY LOVE, N MY PAST,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,
SEANDAINYE KU BERDOSA TERHADAP MU,
KU MOHAON AMPUN DARI MU, HALAL KAN MAKAN MINUM KU
MOGA ALLAH REDOR'I KAMI SEMUA
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